need help ( serious )

[robater6]

look before i get into this, i know im a moron but im just looking for solid advice and help.

About 4 weeks ago I started my first cycle test e 250, about 125mg a week + tren e 200 about 70-100mg per week, gradually increased per week. I know I know tren first cycle, i know but I just wanted to do a low dose cycle to help put on some extra size, been lifting for a bit and wanted to tap into steroids for the summer see how it went. Now these drugs are pharma grade. Legit pharmacy from a legit source w a prescription. Now these past 4 weeks have been good, ive put on size + got stronger. Havent seen any crazy sides except for possible gyno? im not sure yet tbh because even when I was natural I had the same nipple appearance. could be possible pubertal gyno. I think i just develop fat there first vs some people with there legs when they gain weight. Im about like 15% bf so slight moobs is possible because they really only went away to my personal level of preference was when I dipped down to 8%. My diet and training is good, ik what im doing in that area. So thats a little background info, sorry if it was a lot.

My problem is that I ran out of my test e, i actually broke the vial, long story but, its gone now. So I bought a backup from PPL (XTlabs test e 300) which I thought was good. turns about to be garbage. i needed some form of test and fast for my next injection. So this week, being week 5 I did my injection with the new test + tren and im 99% my test is bunk because I think the tren has taken over and I have no test as the test e replaced my natural levels. I know what my 4 weeks being on both felt like and this not anything close. I have been feeling ass, still strong but mentally jus out of it. No real gym motivation, not depressed but just numb, im not sure and I don't really know what is happening to me. I thought this was a result of me taking armidex, ( i forgot to mention ), i took .5 armidex because I was just feeling subconscious of my nips and im pretty sure its just puffy nips because i dont feel anything under. I think this crashed whatever estrogen i had and made me feel even more shitty. (fyi i stopped taking it ) Point being is that, my pct stuff is supposed to come in next month. I believe pct protocol is to wait 2 weeks after last injection so my pct cycle will start late.

So I have no test left to use as a base and idk when my pct stuff will come. I have real deca and tren left but its pointless without test. Idk what to do? try and find new test and continue my cycle or just stop? I really don't know what to do and im not in the greatest mindset due to my personal life and events that are happening atm, so if anyone could honestly seriously give me advice id really appreciate it.

 

[robater6]

@BigBaldBeardGuy

 

[Valdosta]

obvious troll
u dont have pharma tren
and you wouldnt tag bbbg

 

[robater6]

obvious troll
u dont have pharma tren
and you wouldnt tag bbbg

i am not trolling, its pharma grade. and i tagged him because he replied to me in the shoutbox and ive been reading past posts and he seems like he can help. ill post the tren

 

[robater6]

@Valdosta

 

[MisterSuperGod]

i am not trolling, its pharma grade. and i tagged him because he replied to me in the shoutbox and ive been reading past posts and he seems like he can help. ill post the tren

There is no such thing as pharma Tren and nothing in that pic is from a legit pharmaceutical company. Someone saw you coming.

 

[robater6]

There is no such thing as pharma Tren and nothing in that pic is from a legit pharmaceutical company. Someone saw you coming.

well i thought it was, my source is local. look im being deadass, im new to this. why tf would i be fucking trolling. im just looking for advice man like holy fuck.

 

[TeddyBear]

Well, cycles certainly haven’t helped me with personal drama or mindset…

 

[robater6]

@MisterSuperGod im pretty sure peagus labs is a legit pharmacy. and im pretty sure you get prescribed tren. im not here to argue, if you have real advice id appreciate it.

 

[TeddyBear]

I’d stop.

Get your PCT handy. Pct correct. Stick around here, read, learn, ask.

Then be set up for success once the test and others are in order.

 

[robater6]

I’d stop.

Get your PCT handy. Pct correct. Stick around here, read, learn, ask.

Then be set up for success once the test and others are in order.

appreciate it, you think ill lose my progress i made? it was a low dose cycle. also what do you recommend for pct. i ordered both nolva and clomid but i think im going with nolva but people range from 20-40 starting doses.

 

[Valdosta]

well i thought it was, my source is local. look im being deadass, im new to this. why tf would i be fucking trolling. im just looking for advice man like holy fuck.

probly coulda got a new vial from the local guy quicker than ordering online right? wouldnt have an interrupted cycle

 

[MisterSuperGod]

well i thought it was, my source is local. look im being deadass, im new to this. why tf would i be fucking trolling. im just looking for advice man like holy fuck.

Did i say you were trolling?

@MisterSuperGod im pretty sure peagus labs is a legit pharmacy. and im pretty sure you get prescribed tren. im not here to argue, if you have real advice id appreciate it.

Okay, now i think you're trolling or you're so unbelievably green that you should consider finding a new hobby that isn't as confusing as this one.

Just find another source. Plenty of them on here and other boards, though they won't be able to supply you with pharma Tren.

 

[TeddyBear]

appreciate it, you think ill lose my progress i made? it was a low dose cycle. also what do you recommend for pct. i ordered both nolva and clomid but i think im going with nolva but people range from 20-40 starting doses.

Val is right. Could find a local dealer.

But that’s not fixing your real problem which is inexperience and lack of preparation/knowledge.

You WILL lose gains.

But you gained them so quickly, they’ll quickly come back next go round. Don’t sweat it.

 

[robater6]

probly coulda got a new vial from the local guy quicker than ordering online right? wouldnt have an interrupted cycle

forgot to mention i cant get anymore from my source. its a friend of a friend and its just not available anymore, thats why i went w trying to get a fast online version but i guess thats my karma.

 

[robater6]

Val is right. Could find a local dealer.

But that’s not fixing your real problem which is inexperience and lack of preparation/knowledge.

You WILL lose gains.

But you gained them so quickly, they’ll quickly come back next go round. Don’t sweat it.

honestly think ill jus stick to being natural, this just doesn't seem cut out for me but. I appreciate the advice. do you have any forum recommendations to acquire pct stuff as i just want to make sure i real stuff so i dont mess my body up even more.

 

[Valdosta]

forgot to mention i cant get anymore from my source. its a friend of a friend and its just not available anymore, thats why i went w trying to get a fast online version but i guess thats my karma.

if you're not trolling, don't rush finding a source. you could end up pinning bunk for 4 weeks before you know somethings off (if u ever even do) and waste all that time. Much better to spend maybe a week really digging for a reliable source than to waste significantly more time (in addition to money, and possible health risks)

 

[robater6]

if you're not trolling, don't rush finding a source. you could end up pinning bunk for 4 weeks before you know somethings off (if u ever even do) and waste all that time. Much better to spend maybe a week really digging for a reliable source than to waste significantly more time (in addition to money, and possible health risks)

yeah im honestly just going to stop it here, don't think gear is for me. I honestly just want to make sure I get my pct down smoothly, do you have any forum recommendations i could look at to find places to get pct stuff from.

 

[Brum]

? You have never done steroids before, you want to look buff for summer ( 2 months time from when you started) and purchased 3 different steroids ( test e tren and deca) had no pct sorted, did zero research, think an UGL is pharmacy grade requing prescription, think tren can be got on prescription, say you range between 8% to 15% body fat but think you have "moobs" ?
You sound like a 15 year old whose blown all his pocket money hoping to impress the girls on your parents family holiday by having a beach body.

In this day and age of google there is zero excuses for being such a dumb ass

You need to come off any kind of steroid as at your age which is very clearly under 18 years of age, you will mess up your entire life for the sake of wanting to look fit for a 1 or 2 week holiday.

Jesus fucking wept

 

[robater6]

? You have never done steroids before, you want to look buff for summer ( 2 months time from when you started) and purchased 3 different steroids ( test e tren and deca) had no pct sorted, did zero research, think an UGL is pharmacy grade requing prescription, think tren can be got on prescription, say you range between 8% to 15% body fat but think you have "moobs" ?
You sound like a 15 year old whose blown all his pocket money hoping to impress the girls on your parents family holiday by having a beach body.

In this day and age of google there is zero excuses for being such a dumb ass

You need to come off any kind of steroid as at your age which is very clearly under 18 years of age, you will mess up your entire life for the sake of wanting to look fit for a 1 or 2 week holiday.

Jesus fucking wept

i said i get moobs when im at 15% compared to people's typical 20% because i know my body, but it could be potential gyno since i had taken these drugs. I had pct sorted jus i didnt expect to break my test vial. I ordered nolva. and been taking hcg 2x a week. going to come off all my gear which is only test e and low tren. Im going to keep taking my hcg for the next 2 weeks jus to make sure everything is cleared out n my balls still work and then wait 7-8 days for hcg to clear out after to start my pct. I am relatively new to roids so yes, my bad i thought tren could be bought with a prescription. ive been lifting for a while, just new to gear bro relax. Did not take this cycle to impress girls... wanting to get ready for the summer just implies i wanted to be in my best possible shap potentially for the summer for my personal gain. already admitted i was a moron bro, UGL was pretty dumb. Did enough research to know not to blast these drugs as i was doing 125mg of test and potentially 100mg of tren max. should've done more research though, you are right.