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Hello I understand even though this is one of the top links in google that this a bodybuilding fourum. Right now I’m 16 I kinda lost my motivation for going to the gym I haven been consistent ever since I did something stupid and I’ve been on probation and can’t return to school till it’s up in January. I used to go to conditioning with my team then on my own in the same day. But idk I can’t go anywhere or talk to anyone and I loved the gym when I was working with the people I know from school but it just seems like a chore being in the gym now. seeing the others people I knew in equal pain as me felt relieving and I was also competing with them trying to surpass them in lifting. But now I’ve been siting in the house eating like shit and made no progress Maybe even further behind than I was before I originally started As or right now I’m 6ft more or less probably less like 5”11 low 30 percent body fat and 230 pounds I just want to get back to it but I know nothing will be the same when I return to school and I couldn’t even play football I never even touched a football till I last freashmen year I joined the freshmen team but now I will never make the team next year I would probably wouldn’t even made it to Jv this year I was raised by a single mother and she never thought me football but I learned from the people around me I was so driven I took some of my moms adderall just to surpass the people around me and loose weight and have energy I also played unknowingly how to throw a football I wasn’t starting but I was 2nd pick I played d end I just want some advice
