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It healed, I’m still a mess.
 
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Testosterone is at 205ng/dL

Waiting to see doctor/endo or clinic
Lifts and size plummeted. Gonna up protein.
 
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If you're worried about the injection site issues I'd think doing smaller slin pin doses like eod in other injection sites would solve that that.
 

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If you're worried about the injection site issues I'd think doing smaller slin pin doses like eod in other injection sites would solve that that.
1. All of 2023 I was basically running TRT. I’m a low responder so 400mg a week of Test Cyp only had me at 800ng/dL Test.
2. I’m not running anything now. In any site, because my spouse asked me to stop. So I stopped. I get it: my usage led to me losing out on two months of activity, $8K, and quite a bit of misery.

It’s pretty tough in some moments, the mind already played tricks on me. The mirror feels particularly brutal now.
 
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Time heals all, getting your mind right gets you there that much faster.
 

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Thanks Mrs. @Yano

TRT clinic called me back to schedule me asap. They’re “concerned” about getting me on track ASAP.

But I’d be paying cash for that and the PCT route through an Endo would be fully paid by insurance because I maxed out my deductible already. I’d rather PCT to a decent level than TRT…

Unless my levels suck and I shrivel up.

What I really want is to blast and cruise again. But there’s no way of convincing my husband because the stupidity is born from my vanity.
 

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Untitled6_20240812100653.jpegNude beach. The nudes I won’t post here.

I am afraid of shrinking and becoming skinny fat. Been eating cleaner and doing more cardio the last few days. Aiming to meal prep lunches now that work resumed.
 
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Thanks Mrs. @Yano

TRT clinic called me back to schedule me asap. They’re “concerned” about getting me on track ASAP.

But I’d be paying cash for that and the PCT route through an Endo would be fully paid by insurance because I maxed out my deductible already. I’d rather PCT to a decent level than TRT…

Unless my levels suck and I shrivel up.

What I really want is to blast and cruise again. But there’s no way of convincing my husband because the stupidity is born from my vanity.
Well let things settle down for a bit , see the Drs and such , keep him in the loop and then perhaps instead of blast , you can merely go for the passing lane for a few weeks at a time ,, mix in some oral var or winny at first to break the ice .. can't get an abscess from an oral now can we ... and let time heal and restore some confidence that it wont just happen again ... he's only worried cus he cares
 

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1. All of 2023 I was basically running TRT. I’m a low responder so 400mg a week of Test Cyp only had me at 800ng/dL Test.
2. I’m not running anything now. In any site, because my spouse asked me to stop. So I stopped. I get it: my usage led to me losing out on two months of activity, $8K, and quite a bit of misery.

It’s pretty tough in some moments, the mind already played tricks on me. The mirror feels particularly brutal now.
Mirrors and cameras are devils work.
 
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